Not My Area of Concern

I want to so badly text him and tell him to go back home so that I can talk to him, but I have no voice in his actions anymore. I want to tell him to leave the bar and come back home to me, get in bed so I can hold him all night. But I can't. That's no longer what I can do, something that I can't control anymore. That's the worst thing about not being by your side. But I chose not to be there, so this was ultimately brought upon me by myself. My loss, I suppose. On the bright side, I am trying to push forward and keep my eyes on the prize. I did get a text from an old friend where we had a flirtatious relationship, but that was it. It won't lead anywhere, I don't think. I want him to move on so its easier for me.